7 FEB not for this year buat i want to say about this special day...to my GEI its not about ayah's birthday oke.. its my date..actually i love this number SEVEN(7) i dont know why maybe related with my birthday... maybe la...hahahhahahah...ok we go on with my story...
7 FEB on around 8 to 9 p.m that night where we declared to be together...i were taken by him,he be mine . i belong to him...so funny! u know why??? we just meet around 1 month but we not always contact bcoz he stay in hostel..then he ask me to be his dotdotdot...tanpa berfikir pjg i accept him..i dont why i love him so.. i dont know i like him..why i accept him.. mybe one day i can answer the question....
for the 1st time in my life i meet a man like him...so caring,loving...dan yg paling menarik dia cerita tentang kami pada family dia sedangkan kami bru sgt2 dlm relation nie...kat situ membuatkan aku tersgt la touching n rasa hati dia sgt jujur...rasa berat untuk aku bermain kayu 3,4,5.........dialah satu2 lelaki yg buat pintu hati aku tertutup utk org lain....
one day aku p teman m.cik aku p town beli brg at the same day dia nk balik hostel dia sggp dtg p jumpa aku kt town semata-mata nk bg something yg mmg benda tu aku suka...everything aku share ngn dia..
dialah kekasih hati dan dialah kawan baik aku...
another one sweet moment..cte dia sdih ar tak sweet mana pon..tp dia memang berani sbb ape??? sbb untk tunjukkan ksh syg n kesetiaan dia..dia sggup lukakan kepala dia semata-mata nk aku [rcya dgn kata2 dia..mula2 aku tekejut gak la sbb mmg tak sgka dia akan buat mcm tu...dan parut luka tu still lh ade smpai ari ni tu pon kalo aku tak silap laa...hahahaha
tapi suma tu dh tiggal kenangan sbb ape??sbb dia dah pergi tinggalkn aku...dia bkn lg Mr AMERIKA aku yg aku knl dulu..dia jauh berubah...dia bencikan aku..tu la hakikatnya...tp kami masih lg berkawan sekrng n pape pon yg jd antara kami tak menjejaskn relation aku n family dia...
i just nk u tau..i pon tak tau knp smpai ari ni hati i masih ade u...dln hati u i tak tau la...tp yg pasti sush untk i lupakan u..sush untuk i buang u dr hati i..sush untk i henti fikirkan u..sush untuk i hapuskn kenagan2 kte dulu... i mintak maaf i berslh pd u selma nie.....i doakan u bhgia dgn pilihan hati u....mungkin bkn jodoh kite.. i doakan kejayaan u...but please allow me to love u until i find another man that can replace ur place in my heart..... <3 u Mr AMERIKA...
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